When I got back my test papers today.... I can't help but wonder what my life is all about right now. Questions like... "So, where am I going to be after I graduate?", "Why is my life like this?" "Why is everything all depending on some crap test paper with a crappy score?"
I hate to know that I am not actually not trying hard enough(to get better grades) but I really think it's useless to work so hard for things you do not like. You know I've even considered moving to America but money's always an issue. The system here, sucks. It's like a love-hate relationship with Singapore. I love this city, but I hate the system here, especially the education system. I think talent and stuff are not recognized here and everything is depending on the grades you get for a stupid major exam/test. It's really a matter of how much you can cram inside your brain... We have compulsory subjects. We study stuff we don't like. Useless stuff. Things unrelated to our future career. AND I thought that people have rights and freedom. Yes, this city may be happy, but the people are sad. They are all stressed up and even trying their very best. Even the teenagers have to work so fucking hard. And I really wonder, Can (my) life be better?
